So Juan asked me if I’ve ever been in a relationship. That question hurt me so much. I can’t help but think that there’s something wrong with me. Yeah I’ve been in a couple, not many but what’s the rush? Just because I’m not desperate to be in one doesn’t mean that I’ve never been in one. And I’m sorry that im not over my ex like you. I got over it and I moved on. Quit being a little poon. That’s another reason why I don’t like you anymore, you’re too of a little emotional whore. You’re not a whore but you run on emotions. Today sucked ass.

So today Juan and I didn’t talk because he’s too much of a pussy and he doesn’t have balls. Well he told me that he still has feelings for Ghis ex and that he doesn’t want to hurt me. WELL NIGGA IF YOU DIDN’T WANT TO HURT ME THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU START TALKING WITH ME AGAIN!!! It’s the exact same thing, but this time I actually know why you’re leaving me. Except this time it’s gonna hurt 10X more because I know that I was just your rebound. But I’m kinda glad that Juan told me because he’s looking out for me. I’ve cried at least 5 times today. I fucking hate high school relationships. Can I stay single until forever or….? Nah but forreal, you’ve screwed me over so many times that I’m kinda glad that we’re gonna stop talking, but I am going to miss talking to you. Wish me luck.

” you make this so difficult for me. It’s like one day you really like me and then other days it’s like I don’t even exist. The only reason I went was because Luis told me you were going. And at the dance I actually liked us dancing, and i felt like you had a good time too…but then you do this and it makes me think that you don’t even like me, so why should I? If you’re not gonna put an effort in this relationship or whatever you call it then why should I? I know we’re not even dating but don’t mess around, just tell me what you want. If you want me then show it. If you don’t, then don’t waist my time. All I’m saying is that if it’s gonna be like this then, I don’t want it. You’re just doing what you did before.”